*My P.O.V*

So, here I am again, back where it all started. Memory Lane – my favourite place in the whole world. It’s the place I first met him. It’s also where I lost him. We used to be best friends. We did everything together. Somewhere along the line, he lost his way and ripped my world in two. Somewhere along the way, I fell in love.

He doesn’t come here anymore. It has too many memories. Our first day at school, our last day together…the day I blew my brains out in front of him and that bitch. They’re not together anymore, she broke it off not long after that day. All I wanted was to show him how much he really meant to me.

I still remember the day he told me he was going out with her. He broke my heart without even knowing it. I was too late. He’d slipped away. She’s the only one who knew how much I loved him. She knew and she turned her back on me. It doesn’t really matter anymore. She’ll get what’s coming to her.

It’s the age old scenario really. He was my best friend, I shouldn’t have thought of him like that, but I couldn’t help it. he was perfect to me. I was so in love with him, I’d have done anything for him. All I wanted was for him to say he feels the same. Real life doesn’t work like that though, and I had to accept that.

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

*His P.O.V*

She was amazing. She always put others first. She wanted me to be happy, so she never told me how she feels. I wish she had, because I was happiest when I was with her. I’ll never get that chance again. She walked out of my life and she’s never coming back. I miss her so much.

I don’t go to Memory Lane anymore. I can’t relive that again – all that blood everywhere, her limp body falling to the floor. The look on her face when she pulled that trigger. She was begging me to stop her – to save her – but I just stood there and watched her blow her brains out all over the street.

If I’d known at the time what going out with her would have led to, I would never have asked Hannah out. There was no way on earth I would have out my angel through that. I loved her just as much as she loved me, maybe more. I just never told her. I never told anyone I wanted to be with her all the time.

I should never have let myself fall for her. She was perfect to me. As far as I was concerned, she didn’t have a single flaw. She had so much potential, and it all went to waste because I’m such a coward. I should have told her, I should have realised sooner. Maybe it would be different if I had.

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

*My P.O.V*

I hadn’t expected him to bring her, but I was glad he had. I wanted them both to suffer. I wanted them to see what they were doing to me. I couldn’t stand by and let her take him away from me without a fight. The cold metal of the gun was pressing against my back as I led them outside.

His eyes widened when I pulled it out from behind my back. He was begging me not to do it, but I had to. I had to make him feel the pain I was feeling. I pointed the gun at her and my heart shattered into a million pieces as he stepped in front of her to stop me shooting her.

In one swift movement, I pointed the gun at my head and pulled the trigger. The bang startled him and he checked himself for a gunshot wound. When he didn’t find one, he looked up just in time to see me fall to the floor, the gun still in my hand. He screamed and fell to his knees crying.

That’s when I knew – the minute I realised he did love me. It was too late though. The game was up for me. He crawled over and lifted my head onto his lap, screaming my name over and over. “ , I love you.” “I’ll be right here waiting for you .” Memory Lane is home to me – I’ll never leave.